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The bitch loop has been revised and removed from circulation.
I’m tired and a little sad right now. I’ve been told that I have a melancholy personality and right now the melan is very choly. Things are changing all around me and I don’t know where they will land. There are new babies and a wedding to celebrate, friendships to mend, work has slowed down a bit, but here I am left wondering where this goes next. I always get a little down after I send my sister back home in the summer, but this year has been harder than some. There’s too much quiet and the people I would have reached for to fill the quiet are not in a place to be able to do so right now. So I get a little sad, I spend more time thinking and running questions through my head. I also get more quiet than usual. I try not to have verbal conversations with myself, I consider this practice not freaking out people. But I keep coming back to the question: Where does it go from here?
There are days I think I missed my calling and that somewhere there is a mountain top that is missing its hermit.
Maybe I should have read this before I went to work today...
These next few days can be quite busy for you with people to see, places to go and things to do. No problem for you, since you are in peak performance now. You're ready for whatever comes down the road and you will engage the chance to interact with others enthusiastically. Even if your feelings are more changeable than usual, your actions will remain consistent with your intent. Keep pushing the envelope, as this is a time when you can get away with it.
This has been a "rock the boat" day
I've really been in a meeting where this was considered to actually make sense.
... one project at a time.
Have sword will travel.
Still looking for my epic level white charger, but it should be in the mail soon.
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